Unwell

Gomen. I'm still sick as you can see it started way back on Saturday and until now I'm sick.
I had a total weight lost. . .I think I'm underweight =.=;
But I'm already doing Rena's one-shot but I think I'll be able to post it um . . 2 or 3 days from now depending on   my current state. soo yeah.

That's all

Ja ne

SeriStrawberry13 Signing off

BestFriends Requestee: Dyan Patricia

“What? You’re cheating on Ryosuke?!” a loud voice enveloped the once quiet room.

“Sssh!” A girl with long dark brown hair shushed me while putting her palm on my lips. “I am not cheating baka!”

I glared at my friend whom was also glaring at me while removing her hand off my mouth.

“Geez would it hurt to lower your voice?”

“Nina” I called her by her name. “Let me remind you we are inside my territory.” She sighed.

“Number 2.” I continued. “Whom wouldn’t be shock by your statement? I mean hello? You’re cheating on Ryosuke for Kami-sama’s sake!”

She heaved another sigh. “For the last time, Seira I am not CHEATING!” she emphasized the word ‘cheating’.

Yes, my name is Seira Sato and this is my friend Nina, as you can see we are having the talk. Why? Because she has a serious dilemma and do you know what?! YES! She is two timing Ryosuke.

“Then what do you call what you’ve just told me then?”

“All I said was I think I’m having a crush on Yuto Nakajima.”

“SEE?! Isn’t that cheating?!” sorry but seriously I can’t lessen the volume of my voice.

“No it’s not! It’s waaaaay different you baka!”

“IT IS THE SAME teme! Liking another man while in a relationship is ILLIGAL!” I said as I crossed my arms on my chest.

“And how did it become illegal?”

“First off. . .does Ryosuke knows about it?”

“NO!’

“Then you got my point.” I said like a detective whom just caught the suspect.

She groaned at my statement. “Baka!” she screamed at me

“Teme!” retorted.

“And why would I tell Ryosuke that I’m having a crush on Yuto?”

“He deserves to know.”

“He’ll just get mad and it will make things complicated.”

“Dear let me remind you that you had already made it complicated by having a crush on another man and besides. . .” I stopped and looked at her with a serious expression on my face. “. . .when I was once in a relationship my partner knows that I was CRUSHING ON MATSUMOTO JUN!”

“and may I remind you that Matsumoto Jun is a celebrity so why would he give a damn on that person?”

“Because he’s cool and waaaaay good looking.” I said with a dreamy sigh.

“Even so. He’s a celebrity and Yuto is Ryosuke’s  friend! Get it?! I am crushing on his friend and not a celebrity!”

“You’re crushing on his friend, shame on you girl.” I said with a smirk.

“Argh! This is hopeless!” she puffed her cheeks before laying on my bed defeated.  “Can’t you just help me? I really don’t know what to do.”

I sighed yet again and looked at her sadly. Let me be honest with you all I’m really happy if they would break up, call me evil or selfish I don’t care but I’ve been crushing on Ryosuke ever since we were kids. And I wanted to tell him once we get into the right age, but noooooo, he had to choose Nina. So yeah, I never confessed. Even so, I can’t help but feel sad for my friend here, I can’t deny that they are a good couple and they’ve been together for about 2 years so it’s really a waste to throw away everything they’ve establish for.

“Just follow your heart.” I told her. “If you still love Ryosuke tell him and if you don’t anymore he still has the right to know.”

She looked down. “I don’t want to see him hurt.”

“You’ll hurt him even more if you make it longer.”

She sighed heavily yet again. “Hai, okay then.” Nina finally uttered. “But promise me one thing.”

I looked at her with my serious expression.

“Don’t tell him anything, wait for me to do it.”

“Eh? You’ve got to be kidding me! Not tell him? For heaven’s sake he’s my best friend, tomodachi, me amigo! And you’re asking me not to tell him?” I looked at her with wide eyes. “He’ll know that I’m hiding something. That idiot has eyes that can read through minds.”

“Just promise me you won’t tell him.”

Now it’s my turn to groan. “Fine, I promise.”

And with that we sealed our promise with a pinky hand shake.

----------------

I was in the middle of reading my favourite book. It’s already been a week since that talk with Nina occurred now, I’m just here waiting for some news when I heard a rustling of the leaves from my window followed by the sound of a ‘thump’.

“Why are you here?” I asked the unwanted visitor.

“I came to ask you something.” He said before sitting on my computer chair.

“Do I look like the wise wizard or something?” asked as I tore my gaze from my book.

“Geez, somebody woke up at the wrong side of the bed.”

I only rolled my eyes at his comment before closing the book.

“Did Nina tell you anything?” He finally asked.

“No.” I opened the book so that he wouldn’t see my nervous expression.

“Tell me.”

“What am I suppose to tell you?”

“I’m your best friend, aren’t you suppose to tell me everything?”

I didn’t try to look back at him.

“You should ask Nina yourself.” I flipped another page.

“Why can’t you tell me?”

“Because this time I promised her first.” I said finally with a heavy sigh of defeat.

“Geez can’t you two love birds talk with each other?! Or do you want me to shoot you both with one stone?!” I said making a quote into a threat.

He looked at me before frowning.

“Do you always try to hide something from each other? Where’s did the word trust go?” I groaned. “

I’m freakin’ tired of all these drama.

“Gomen if we always trouble you.” I could feel Ryosuke’s voice being sincere.

“It’s embarrassing to admit that I don’t know how to be ‘me’ when around her.”

I putted a pillow on my face. Oh GOD JUST KILL ME!

“Then for heaven’s sake why’d you two got together in the first place?!” I threw the pillow at him while trying to kill him with my glare..

“Coz I was afraid?” He said unsure.

“Afraid?” I looked at him with a surprise look as he responded with a nod.

“Woooh wow wow! The RYOSUKE YAMADA is afraid?” I blinked yet again as he replied with another nod.

“Oh Kami-sama! Shut. . .up!” I ended up rolling on my bed laughing.

“The king of all arrogance is afraid of something I must’ve died and gone someplace else!”

“Ha ha ha, very funny.” He said sarcastically.

After my laughter died down I looked at him with a smile on my face. “Afraid of what?”

“Eh?”

“What are you afraid of?”

“You’re asking me that after you laughed at my statement?!”

This time it was my time to nod at him.

“Forget it.” He rolled his eyes.

I grinned before standing up and attack him at his weak spot then I tickled him like there was no tomorrow.

“Come on tell me!”

He only laughed as we both dove in bed rolling while tickling each other.

“How can I tell you when you won’t stop!” he shouted between laughter.

“You stop first!”

“I can’t you’re a cheater.”

“No am not!”

Yes you are!”

“No am not!”

“Yes you are!”

I stopped tickling him and in reflex he heaved a sigh of relief.

“Now tell me.” I said while looking at him straight in the eyes.

Are faces were only centimetres apart. It was like those scenes on TV where the couple were staring at each other then bam! They kissed. I wasn’t wrong about that coz it was only seconds before I felt his lips onto mine, making my eyes widen in shock. I relaxed a little before I too closed my eyes.

When we broke the moment I went back to looking at him with that same surprised expression.

“I was afraid that I might have done that if I didn’t find another girl I like.”

“You’re such an idiot!” I said before sitting up.

“You and Nina became a couple because you’re afraid to kiss me?!” I asked still in shock.

“No! BAKA!” Ryosuke sat down as well. “I was afraid that I might fall deeper for you and just ruin our friendship.”

I looked at him with an indifferent look. “You dork! Of course you’ll ruin our friendship!”

He looked down ashamed.

“How could we be a couple if we’re just friend? Don’t you have any common sense?” I added.

I saw him lifting his head then blinking in amazement.

“Eh?”

“Don’t ‘Eh’ me! You’re such an acorn I had once a crush on you and I was about to tell you!.” I grabbed another pillow then threw it on his face. “But you confessed to Nina!”

He chuckled before giving me a hug. “So you were jealous, then?”

“Jealous my foot! I was mad at you!” I puffed my cheek.

“Gomen gomen I really didn’t know that you would like me the same way I liked you.”

Silence enveloped the whole room but he didn’t let go of the hug nor did I pushed him off.

“What am I gonna do then?” Ryosuke whispered a question.

“You two must settle down your feelings first.”

“I don’t want to hurt Nina.”

I sighed before escaping him from his hug. “Then if you two won’t say anything to each other, I don’t care who would get hurt I swear I’ll ask that Yuto guy out!”

“EH?! You’ll ask Yuto out?!” He looked at me nervously. “You don’t even like him.”

“Who told you that?! Besides didn’t you do the same technique with Nina?!”

“Alright alright, geez.” He sighed heavily. “We’ll settle everything first.”

I nodded with a smile.

“But you must promise something.” Here it goes again, what am I? I promise ring?!

“Whatever.”

He grinned. “When I and Nina made an outcome you’ll always be with me, on my side no matter what.”

“Sure.” I smiled. “What are friends for?”

“Best friends, Girlfriends and boyfriends count right?”

I only grinned at his question. He then stood up and went to the window. He went out the same way he went in, it only made me giggle. That idiot he’ll never learn. Even though I feel guilty that we kissed I somehow have a huge feeling that Nina won’t mind. Who knows they might solve their problems this time.

Tagged by StrawberrySimpleDelights

Okey so I've been tagged yet again, this is fun. LOL.

1.How did you find out about Kpop?

-When I entered college life it seems that a lot of people are K-POP lovers ^^. (Good times Good Times)

2.Who is you male bias and what do you like about him?.

-If it’s my male bias he’s not K-Pop. Keito Okamoto. I like him coz he’s unique he may be clumsy but I still like the dude.

3.Who is your female bias and what do you like about her?

-Sandara Park, she’s a bit crazy yet lively we’re nearly the same X3

4.What Kpop song that you know all the lyrics?

-Good question. . .*thinking* HELLO by DaraGon X3

5. What do you think about going to school?

-Um not totally excited but I can’t wait X3 probably becoz of my friends.LOL

6. Post a GIF in here.

This is a moving GIF of my bias that I've grabbed from tumblr. ^^; credits to it's owner.

7.Ice cream,Cookie or brownie,if you had to pick which one would you like? and why?.

-ICE CREAM coz it’s cold and it melts in your mouth. Haha. I just love the cold. Cookies and brownies are too sweet for me. ^^'

8.Do you like a quite place or a noisy place?

-Both, I hate it when it’s too quiet and of course I’ll kill anyone if it’s too noisy. I need peace but I also need noise to lessen the probability of me being an insane emo.

9.Do you play any instrument?

-No, though I play the little key bored X3

10.What is your favorite letter and why?

-N coz my name starts with the letter ‘N’

11.Think about the word 'LOVE'. What type of thoughts come into your brain?

-My bias. Hehehe ^^V

Rules:

1. You must post these rules.

2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.

3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.

4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post

5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.

6. No tag backs.

7. No stuff in the tagging section about “you are tagged if you are reading this”. You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty)have to tag 11 people.

Questions You Need To Answer

• ·         What’s your ideal guy? Describe.
• ·         What scares you the most and why?
• ·         Are you a morning person or a night person?
• ·         When I say “CHOCOLATE!” what/ who comes to your mind? Why?
• ·          If someone gave you $1,000 and asked you to kill a butterfly by burning it alive in the flame of candle, would you do it? Why or why not?
• ·         Whom is your role-model? Why?
• ·         If I ask you to go skydiving or bungee jumping with me, what would you choose? Why?
• ·         What are you collecting right now?
• ·         Ever had a near death experience?
• ·         If Santa could hear you right now what would you ask for your Christmas present?
• ·         The last question, If this was your last Christmas whom would you spend it with and why?

Sorry for the weird random question, Imma so random so I produced random questions ^^

If you see your name here, it means that you had been TAGGED by me (SeriStrawberry13) So kindly answer in all honesty and don't break the chain^^

Calling ^^

Sherioka
Jirou
Stephie
Kat

Tagged by strawberryparfait

Rules:

1. You must post these rules.

2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.

3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.

4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post

5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.

6. No tag backs.

7. No stuff in the tagging section about “you are tagged if you are reading this”. You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty)have to tag 11 people.

Questions You Need To Answer

Who do you think is the most handsome guy on earth? Why?

Um. . . SHINTARO MORIMOTO!!! X3 He’s handsomely beautiful even my niece fights over him. =.=; why was I born so early? =.=

What is your Ideal Date? Why?

Hmmm. . . Simple movie marathon in my house with supervision down stairs (still a goodie goodie kid ^^;)It’s more fun and you can just buy snacks, neh?. . .if not then amusement parks I don’t want just regular dates where you eat and stuff. =.=;

If you have to chose between a friend and a lover, who would you chose, and why?

FRIENDS, my friends knows me for so long than a lover could ^^;

Jpop or Kpop, or Cpop? Why?

J-POP I like Yui and Crystal Kay so I was really a J-POP lover ever since I was elementary demo. . . I like K-Pop as well . . .they seriously  know how to emphasize the word ‘pop’ ^^ I love their music.

What would you feel if you ever have a child at your young age?

O_O ummm. . . of course devastated! I never plan anything like that to happen =.=; demo I would still raise the child and love him/her.

Describe your dream job.

Umm. . . Seriously BIG TIME. LOL. It’s something impossible yet attainable.

Who are your inspirations and why?

Umm. . . Hey Say Jump? What can I say? I love the dudes. LOL. It’s a long story how I came to that dream ^^; let’s just say they inspired me (but I’m not planning to be a famous icon, if that's what you're thinking)

What do you think about school?

School is a place where they teach you random useful stuff =.=; Like COMPUTER APPLICATION ^^

I’m not a fan but I love school ^^

Would you like to be friends with benefits? why and why not?

Eh? I haven’t watch the movie. . .so. . .I wouldn’t understand the question LOL. Demo if it implies for what it states then. . .No, I want my friends to be part of our circle called family not because they are useful to me rather because I enjoy being with them.

Do you believe in online love? why?

Argh! Bad memories are flooding my head. No, but it’s possible. You can never know what might happen, right?

Last question, be prepared. Would you like to love someone who couldn't love you back? why and why not?

Ummm. . . If that person cannot love me back then No, I don’t want to be a martyr and just endure it. If I truly love that person then go and set him free, if he comes back then we’re meant to be(just make sure that you go back while I still love you and not when I found somebody whom loves me too<--- BItter). LOL

Finally!

Finally! my blog is finished adding up the wall paper yes! finally!!!
So I'm featuring 

(Credits to fyeahhongokanata in tumblr for the image)

for the month of November. I was suppose to feature Chi demo. . .I kinda miss flailing over Kanata so here I go ^^


Oh! I'd like to announce two of my stories had been posted in winglin. 

Johnny's Daughters and Sergeant Shou hope you try and read them ^^
If you have any questions don't hesitate to tag mo on the chatbox. ^^ Ja Ne 

Not a Secret Ch. 1

“Good Morning class, I’d be happy to announce that you’ll be having a new classmate joining us.” The teacher smiled at the whole class. “She’s actually an exchange student.” And with that she gestured the new student to come in.

A girl went inside looking down on the ground from both nervousness and embarrassment, maybe this wasn’t a good idea after all.

She stopped beside her new sensei as she wrote something on the board. ‘Serenity Faith Trinidad’ “Okay, so Serenity here will be joining us for 3 months so be nice to her.”

The girl still looked down unable to look at her new classmates.

“Don’t be shy you’re now part of the family.”

The girl nodded as she looked at her teacher on the eyes.

“Please introduce yourself properly so the class will get to know you better.”

She nodded before heaving a sigh and smiled.

“Konnichiwa, Trinidad Serenity Faith desu” she started. “demo you can call me Seri for short.”

She looked at the window in front of her so she wouldn’t get nervous “I’m from the Philippines, 17 years old and. . .” she thought of something. “I like the color blue?”

She made a face not sure if that was even needed to be told, she could hear giggles from her classmates. “I hope we could all be friends, dozo yoroshiku” she bowed.

She glanced at her teacher whom only smiled at her. “So now, I would like it if someone could show Ms. Trinidad around.” Her teacher looked around for someone and found a girl raising her hand.

“Okay, Saito-san would you want the task?

The girl nodded with an eager smile.

“Well then, Trinidad-san please take the seat beside her.”

The new girl smiled as she thanked her teacher as soon as she put her bag down on her desk, she pulled the chair and sat down.

“Hi there, Saito, Shizuna desu.” She smiled as she gestured her hand.

“Nice to meet you” Serenity said while shaking it.

“Wow, your hand’s cold”

“Yeah, I was kind a nervous.”

“Why? We won’t eat you so don’t worry.”

Serenity grinned. “Yeah, I know. I wouldn’t taste good anyway.”

Shizuna laughed at her joke. “You’re not really that shy, are you?”

“Who said I was shy? I was nervous dude.”

The two laughed lightly as their teacher continued her lecture.

“We better listen.” Shizuna smiled as serenity nodded in agreement.

Midnight Cassis

A figure walked forward into a dark room not minding how little the light was given by the outside corners.

This room was filled with memories both bitter and sweet.

Looking outside the window droplets of water continue to fall.

Yes, it was raining so heavily as well. The sound of the thunder did not startle the figure and the lightning that followed revealed its identity.

She was a girl with black curly locks and her eyes were black of color.

Looking around once more she saw a picture sealed up in a frame.

Thunder clashed once again followed by lighting showing the image much clearly.

It was a picture of a family. An older woman was seated as she held a young girl with long straight ivory black hair while man who was also seated beside her held another girl with curly locks as two girls held hand as they smile widely at the camera.

She touched the image of the young girl whom she once held hands with on the picture as a lone tear escape from her eyes.

‘We’ll be together soon, I promise.’ She whispered.

. . .The loud sound of the thunder was heard once more. . .

A figure of a maiden sat still on one dark corner of a room. She hugged hear knees as she rocked herself to and fro as she sang a lullaby.

‘‘Beneath the veil of starry sky,
As cold as winter's darkest night.
It's there you sleep, silent and deep,
You're all alone.

I sing the prayer's
Soft melody
Across the lonely silent fields
A little light began to shine,
It shines on and on”

A tear fell from her eyes as she continued to sing. ‘Nee-chan. . .’ she thought as she recall the memories.

She was so little back then only 4 years of age but she could still remember.

“Now, you be a good girl okay?” Her father said as he patted her.
“No!!! I wanna come with you.” She said as she cling onto her mothers leg.
“Oh, dear.” Her mother said as she looked at their daughter.

Their father sighed heavily. “It’ll only be for a week, Seri. You won’t even notice that we’re gone.”
She shook her head vigorously. “No!”
“Seri don’t worry I’m here, okay?” a voice was heard making her stop crying.
The two couple looked at the direction of the voice to see their elder daughter.
She pouted and let go. “I know but I won’t be able to sleep tonight without mommy!” she whined.

A smirk crept on the other girl’s lips as the couple thought of a way to solve this.

A sigh was heard from the two adults. The woman looked at her husband who only nodded at her.

“You can have this…” Her mother said as she gave a white teddy bear to her daughter. “We were supposed to give that to you on your birthday but I think you should have it now.”

A glint of excitement was seen from the girl’s eyes as she grabbed the bear with both arms and hugged it tight.

“You sure are a hands-full.” Their father said as he scratched the back of his head.

“Okay, she gets a bear and what’s for me?” their other daughter asked.

The man grinned. “Don’t worry, Kia. We’ll bring a nice boy for you when we come back.”

Her black orbs widen as a blushed crept on her face. “DAD!!!”
The man only chuckled. The woman elbowed her husband lightly as she too laughed at her daughter’s expression.

“Okay, we have to go or we’ll be late. Be good okay?” The woman said before she went inside the car with her husband.

The two girls wave their hands as the car drove off.
. . .coming back to reality she found herself alone once again. ‘If only I didn’t let go then we all might still be together.’

She stopped herself from moving as she took the familiar white bear in her arms. “Now, it’s just you and me. Together.” She said looking outside.